4.13.2014

Enough

I decided to study in SEGi university.
What makes me worried is, my family doesn't agree with me and wishes me to change my mind.
But I won't because I've had enough of it!
Actually, what course I wanted to study is art & design.
However, my parents advised me not to take that course because I'll have problem in finding career.
Because in Malaysia, many older generations think art & design won't bring good career and future.
What I meant is, hard to find job, less employment because the country isn't focus in that area much so develop slowly.

So I endured.
I changed my mind to study business.
Then, they still said a lot and a lot!
Said, you should choose a nearer university.
Said, you should ask for our opinions first.
Should I just keep quiet and let them decide for me?
Let everything give them to decide and I just need to pretend as a doll?
Satisfied them and don't need to care what my feeling is.
Should I do like that?

I don't want.
I don't want to be controlled.
I don't want to be a doll.
I don't want to listen anymore.
I don't want to endure anymore.

I've already given up what course I wanted.
So can they please just let me choose myself?
I know how to reach there by KTM and LRT.
And I also know how to drive there.
Please respect me and stop discussing!
I don't care how hard it is!
Despite I need to wake up earlier, I returned home very late.
I don't care how hard it is please.


Please.