I
decided to study in SEGi university.
What
makes me worried is, my family doesn't agree with me and wishes me to
change my mind.
But
I won't because I've had enough of it!
Actually,
what course I wanted to study is art & design.
However,
my parents advised me not to take that course because I'll have
problem in finding career.
Because
in Malaysia, many older generations think art & design won't
bring good career and future.
What
I meant is, hard to find job, less employment because the country
isn't focus in that area much so develop slowly.
So
I endured.
I
changed my mind to study business.
Then,
they still said a lot and a lot!
Said,
you should choose a nearer university.
Said,
you should ask for our opinions first.
Should
I just keep quiet and let them decide for me?
Let
everything give them to decide and I just need to pretend as a doll?
Satisfied
them and don't need to care what my feeling is.
Should
I do like that?
I
don't want.
I
don't want to be controlled.
I
don't want to be a doll.
I
don't want to listen anymore.
I
don't want to endure anymore.
I've
already given up what course I wanted.
So
can they please just let me choose myself?
I
know how to reach there by KTM and LRT.
And
I also know how to drive there.
Please
respect me and stop discussing!
I
don't care how hard it is!
Despite
I need to wake up earlier, I returned home very late.
I
don't care how hard it is please.
Please.